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 Courage is fear that has said its prayers. I am the shoulder for you to cry on. I am the one who will always support you. I am the one who worries when you are blue. I am the one who promised not to make you cry. I am the guy who would cry with you. I am the person who will wipe your tears for you. I am the jester when you need a smile. I am the teacher who would reprimand when you're wrong. I am the friend who reprimands with pain. I am the first to smile when you see your mistakes. I will never forgive you. Only because I will never be frustrated with you. I am Sebastian and I do these because I love you. Sebastian Wong Aries 15 April 1991 |
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Sunday, October 26, 2008 ~ 7:52 AM
Tolerance Just had another quarell with my family. As usual, tears of anger flooded my brother's eyes while my mother is busying herself with housework chores. Sometimes I do wonder, why am I always the one putting up with everything? I can tolerate a multitude of insults, jeers, snide remarks, sarcasm, scoldings and humiliation. I can even tolerate it when people blamed me for something I never did or maligned me. You may think that's foolish. Why not rage and cry over all these grievances? People might be more sensitive about your emotions and more careful with their words. Why hide in all in the deepest and darkest corner in your heart? Why only let the melancholy overcome you when you're alone? Why not start dropping a tear? But that's just not what I would do. I just don't get aggitated and go berserk over such misfortunes. I won't start slamming doors and throwing anything I could grab. I do feel sad, but I won't cry and start slitting my arms, legs and wrists. What do I do then? None of the above. I tolerate it. Perhaps it's because of this characteristic of mine. People always seem to take advantage of it. My brother was using both the television and the computer earlier. I asked him if he could just ue one of them and let me use the other. He said no. This little disagreement ended up with both my mother and her son screaming at me. Both went into their rooms then. I stayed in the living room and took deep breaths. I will tolerate it. I don't know how long this characteristic of mine would last. Neither do I know what would happen to me when I can no longer tolerate. Whisperingroads, sometimes tolerating all these could leave me trembling uncontrollaby. It's so fortunate I could pour everything here. Really. You have my utmost gratitude. |
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