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Monday, September 29, 2008 ~ 1:43 AM

There's Nothing Left To Say But Goodbye.


Be it a cliche or not, I do have to say time flies like an arrow. The instant I typed the previous sentence, a sense of familiarity overcame me. I could clearly remember telling myself that after I was done with my O levels and then feeling the opposite when I had my first lesson in Anderson. Promotional Examinations is finally over. Looks like it will take another few more months for me to regret saying what I said in the first sentence!

Oh. And about the Promos. I am clear that I didn't do it well at all. All too clear. Also, I noticed that my right arm was trembling and aching throughout all of the papers. It made writing difficult and my words illegible and I wonder what was the cause of it. In addition, I realised that my whole mind tends to blank out when I was doing the papers and yet I have no problems in solving those questions at home. So what's wrong?

I believe that this year I have been pushing myself way too hard. The laidback and relaxed Sebastian virtually ceased to exist. Although I hate admitting it. I am really stressed. Really really so. Sometimes I could find it so hard to breathe during my nights that I could lay awake for 3 hours and go back to school again. If Stress would be the reason that I will have to repeat junior 1 again, I could only tell myself that I have learnt a lesson. Pressure only undermines one's capability.
I can only pray that I wouldn't repeat then..


A switch of topics to make events lighter. Ever since exams ended, I have been spending long hours in the libraries, reading novels and comics. I absolutely enjoy hanging out in places with loads and loads of books! Mind you, not textbooks. I love the feeling of being so deeply engrossed in a story that I feel that I am part of it. And everytime I flip the last crisp page of the book and close the cover, I feel a lingering sadness in me. Oh I am getting too emotional am I! Anyway, this is all I have to say for now and not forgetting PERCUSSION rocks!


Seniors, Shawn especially, thank you. I am really really grateful for those messages. Thanks.


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