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 Courage is fear that has said its prayers. I am the shoulder for you to cry on. I am the one who will always support you. I am the one who worries when you are blue. I am the one who promised not to make you cry. I am the guy who would cry with you. I am the person who will wipe your tears for you. I am the jester when you need a smile. I am the teacher who would reprimand when you're wrong. I am the friend who reprimands with pain. I am the first to smile when you see your mistakes. I will never forgive you. Only because I will never be frustrated with you. I am Sebastian and I do these because I love you. Sebastian Wong Aries 15 April 1991 |
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Thursday, June 19, 2008 ~ 1:35 AM
While You Yearn To Be Trusted.. Yesterday , I had another 'family gathering' in MSN with june and jeza mum. During the conversation , we brushed across this topic about trust and it inspired me to pen down my thoughts. Literally. I realised that in Life, be it couples bonded by matrimony, family tied by blood relations, friends drawn by common interests and many many more. We would often hear them having problems in trusting one another. I believe that ''Why can't you trust me? '' isn't anything uncommon in our lives. I often wonder why would people ask such a question. To me , the answer lies within another question. What have you done to make people trust you? Trust have to be earned. It's pointless to blame your spouse , family and friends for not trusting you. Sometimes, instead of asking why , we should ask why not? The latter is often much less complicated than the former , yet much more accurate. Only by learning from the past, then can we change our future. Trust. This simple yet ironically profound word holds alot of meaning to me. I have more often been trusted by people around me than the opposite. People share their secrets, fears , joy and sorrow with me. I don't know why they do , but I don't seek to know either. As for myself , I love to trust people too. Trusting someone brings me such joy, because I know myself well. My heart will only open to people close to me, dear to me. That is perhaps the reason behind my random disclosure of secrets to my friends. My friends are often puzzled by such an act too. Why would Sebastian tell me that suddenly? It's because I realise that you're someone I can entrust my secrets with. For all my life, I have always trusted. Every close friend to me is represented by a piece of white paper in my heart. And I will pen down my secrets on this piece of paper. Sadly , I often had to remove that piece of paper forever. I remembered the time I trusted my best friend and almost got blind , when I trusted my girlfriend and got deceived for 2 years and so much more that I don't bother to remember anymore. These incidents changed me alot. I realised I tend to hide alot of my thoughts and feelings from my friends and family. Worst of all , I only realised this recently , when I discovered even when I am praying , I omitted things that I don't want God to know. Hiding from God? That's insane. But please my friend , don't misunderstand me :) I still believe in trust. P.S. I have received several complaints that my blog is post emo. Though what they said was ' damn emo'. This is something that I deny to my fullest ability. I perceive 'emo' as a state of emotion when someone gives in to self pity as well as a plea for attention. I am definitely not doing anything like that. My posts are hardly written when I am in tears or whatsoever , and are purely thoughts and whispers from my heart voiced through a medium. This medium is of course , known as whisperingroads :) I Long To Trust. |
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