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 Courage is fear that has said its prayers. I am the shoulder for you to cry on. I am the one who will always support you. I am the one who worries when you are blue. I am the one who promised not to make you cry. I am the guy who would cry with you. I am the person who will wipe your tears for you. I am the jester when you need a smile. I am the teacher who would reprimand when you're wrong. I am the friend who reprimands with pain. I am the first to smile when you see your mistakes. I will never forgive you. Only because I will never be frustrated with you. I am Sebastian and I do these because I love you. Sebastian Wong Aries 15 April 1991 |
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Saturday, April 4, 2009 ~ 6:49 AM
The night is the darkest just before dawn breaks. Dumbledore : All this while? Snape : Always. Had chinese orchestra practice again. It eradicates my confidence albeit I cling onto it dearly. It depletes my energy like a vortex, leaving me listless and defeated after every session. Someone once said '' We can't spell SUCCESS without U " I say '' Neither can you spell FAILURE without the U'' Shan't be emotional anymore. I won't lie defeated. Yes, I am down, but not out. Failed? No. I merely discovered a thousand ways that wouldnt succeed. I got a A for physics common tests! Yes, I admit that was utterly randomly, but it's an improvement. No? Sebastian Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ~ 6:43 AM
EightThreeOne I am so glad to have you as my friend. Hmm, I have been texting her alot lately. Can't seem to stop thinking about her. Will be hating 22 March because I might not be able to do so anymore. Whatever, I think I am getting random. Today C.O practice was considered good. Well, good for me since I made few mistakes. Oh Happy birthday debbie! So sorry that percussion forgotten about it. That's all. I think this post is ridiculous. Saturday, February 28, 2009 ~ 7:11 PM
Exhausted I am exhausted. I really am. Why can't you just be stronger? Friday, January 16, 2009 ~ 7:11 AM
Exhaustion
To Yuheng, Waeting, Ninet, Peiming and whoever who requested me to update. Yes. That is the first thing I thought of when I started blogging. The first week of school is finally over! I had been sleeping late throughout the entire week trying to complete my holidays assignments. Do not misunderstand me by thinking that I must have studied and completed the majority. It is just because that I am relatively slower in absorbing knowledge and doing homework. This week had been filled with activities. Last Saturday, Yuheng, Waeting, Xuanhan, Ninet and me celebrated Ninet's 18th birthday. Went to play mahjong at Waeting's house. I was the ultimate winner of 4 rounds despite being a beginner :D Too bad we did not manage to take photos that day, so I can't upload anything up here.  On Thursday, I went to Bishan with Rachel, Erika and Zhechaw to meet Timothy. Ajay joined us afterwards. Timothy is leaving us today to study in United States. It's rather sad to learn that 2 of our OG members had already left Anderson. As much as Timothy's departure left me fuming about Singapore's education system, I would still like to express my gratitude towards this friend and wish him all the best for the future. Today, went out with CO members to dine at Pizza Hut. I got massively suanned by all of them. In fact, I am still trying to figure out why my classmates defined me as a very suannable person. And yes, I think that is all for this week. Oh wait, I would also like to congratulate myself that my new way of studying is seeing some light. I really do hope to make further improvements. God, please do bless me. Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ~ 11:51 AM
A New Beginning. First of all, I would like to wish my family members and all my friends a happy new year. I hope that all of your endeavours will see results in this new year and pray that everyone would stay healthy and live in bliss. Celebrated with Chinese Orchestra members in a chalet somewhere in Pasir Ris today. It was definitely fun hanging out with them again. I couldn't stay overnight due to some personal reasons though. Xueying actually came for the gathering with her sister! To be honest, she looked very different nowadays. Couldnt quite pinpoint the exact difference except that she's very beautiful now :D Went home with Qiaohui afterwards. Much gratitude to Xuanhan who actually brought us to the MRT station from the chalet. Qiaohui and I were like getting panicky and fidgety as we were worried that we might miss the last train. That's all for today. Although I agree that every second can actually be a new beginning for anyone, but obviously, affected by the mundane significance placed on 1st of January, I would like to tell everyone that even though the past is final and definite, we can always still change the future. Focussing on what you have already lost will only make you lose more. So, I will conclude my post with a short prose I strongly believe in. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift, and that is why it is called the Present. Saturday, December 27, 2008 ~ 8:35 AM
That's When I Loved You
iRock :D Hello friends! After multiple reminders and nagging from Huiyun, which included three capitalised sucker on my MSN chat window early in the morning and late at night, I am here to update my blog. First Week- Played an MMORPG named TricksterOnline Second Week- Realised with a jolt that I am down for maths remedial and completed 2/3 of the remedial assignment. 3rd Week- Chinese Orchestra practice everyday + played another MMORPG called Fairyland. 4th Week- Went to Beijing and met a really beautiful girl who was from my tour group. 5th Week- Realised I am dead because my holidays assignments are untouched. Now, if that was a General Paper assignment, I daresay I would have scored full marks for the summary section. ^^ Pardon me friends, I will be utterly random in this post because I am feeling so restless Anyway, I won't be posting my pictures from Beijing yet,because the quality of the one you saw above is horrendous. Oh yesterday, at approximately 1.30 a.m in the morning, me and my brother watched a movie from Thailand. Now now, don't be a racist and give me that disgusted look because you think movies from Thailand would either involve ghosts, demons, black-magic, transexuals or whatsoever. There is no doubt that my very accusal is effectively showing my previous misunderstandings about movies made in Thailand. But, this movie, titled My Girl is splendid and would leave your mind thinking of it for a couple of days. It is about this young man who received a wedding invitation from a friend, Noi Nah, whom he had not meet for thirteen years upon his arrival back home after studying overseas. Then there's this flashback, which takes us back to the 1970s or 1980s ( that, I am not sure) and portrays his childhood with Noi Nah. In the young man's (Jeab) childhood, his over concerned mother forbid him to cross a busy road to play with other boys. As a result, he could only play with the girls living at his side of the street. One particular girl in that street was Noi Nah. They grew up together and became great friends. However, as years passed by, Jeab began to grew tired of playing with Noi Nah and decided to befriend the other boys. In the process of trying to impress the other boys, Jeab eventually hurt Noi Nah terribly. Ridden with guilt, Jeab did not dare to look for her and apologise for what he had done. Subsequently, the girl moved away without telling him and they lost contact.Okay, at this point of time, I realised that my review isn't doing justice to the movie at all. In fact, it is grossly underated. The movie is actually really fabulous. Here are a few pictures of Jeab and Noi Nah.   Don't you think that they looked really sweet together? Now take a look at them all grown up :D   So guys, since holidays are not over yet, maybe you guys should catch the movie! Okay, time to request for my paycheck from the My Girl ( Fan Chan) producers. Good Night :D Sunday, October 26, 2008 ~ 7:52 AM
Tolerance Just had another quarell with my family. As usual, tears of anger flooded my brother's eyes while my mother is busying herself with housework chores. Sometimes I do wonder, why am I always the one putting up with everything? I can tolerate a multitude of insults, jeers, snide remarks, sarcasm, scoldings and humiliation. I can even tolerate it when people blamed me for something I never did or maligned me. You may think that's foolish. Why not rage and cry over all these grievances? People might be more sensitive about your emotions and more careful with their words. Why hide in all in the deepest and darkest corner in your heart? Why only let the melancholy overcome you when you're alone? Why not start dropping a tear? But that's just not what I would do. I just don't get aggitated and go berserk over such misfortunes. I won't start slamming doors and throwing anything I could grab. I do feel sad, but I won't cry and start slitting my arms, legs and wrists. What do I do then? None of the above. I tolerate it. Perhaps it's because of this characteristic of mine. People always seem to take advantage of it. My brother was using both the television and the computer earlier. I asked him if he could just ue one of them and let me use the other. He said no. This little disagreement ended up with both my mother and her son screaming at me. Both went into their rooms then. I stayed in the living room and took deep breaths. I will tolerate it. I don't know how long this characteristic of mine would last. Neither do I know what would happen to me when I can no longer tolerate. Whisperingroads, sometimes tolerating all these could leave me trembling uncontrollaby. It's so fortunate I could pour everything here. Really. You have my utmost gratitude. |
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