I can't say I have a bad life all these years.

A little different. Yes I agree.

My family isn't wealthy , but I haven't experienced poverty.

In fact , I might be more blessed than many people.

If so, why am I sad?

I have high hopes placed upon me.

Yes. High hopes. High up in the sky.

I haven't dissappointed her so far.

Have I?

Everytime when I think of failures, I thought of you.

And I will try my very best to avoid failing.

But as time passes. Things get harder.

I don't have a chance to fail. I can't.

I told a friend not to be too upset by comparisons.

Now I ask myself.

'' Can you practise what you preach?''

Yes. I am surrounded by amazing people.

My relatives. My cousins. Everyone.

Why compare me with them?

I am not as outstanding as them.

Sometimes I feel life is so unfair.

Why can't I have everything other people have?

I shouldn't say this. I know I shouldn't.

There are alot more people leading miserable lives.

But I just can't stop myself.

Sometimes, I believe I am alot better than others.

But I couldn't go as far due to my restraints.

I know it isn't your fault.

But I am really tired.

Have you ever wondered how hard it was.

To perform as well as people who have alot more than you?

I used to say.

I swear that I will show you successes don't only belong to the rich.

Now I ask.

Can I?

Because I am truly exhausted.

I am tired of being alone.

All of you know me.

But none of you understand me.

But I can't.

I can't say I have a bad life all these years.

A little different. Yes I agree.

My family isn't wealthy , but I haven't experienced poverty.

In fact , I might be more blessed than many people.

If so, why am I sad?

I have high hopes placed upon me.

Yes. High hopes. High up in the sky.

I haven't dissappointed her so far.

Have I?

Everytime when I think of failures, I thought of you.

And I will try my very best to avoid failing.

But as time passes. Things get harder.

I don't have a chance to fail. I can't.

I told a friend not to be too upset by comparisons.

Now I ask myself.

'' Can you practise what you preach?''

Yes. I am surrounded by amazing people.

My relatives. My cousins. Everyone.

Why compare me with them?

I am not as outstanding as them.

Sometimes I feel life is so unfair.

Why can't I have everything other people have?

I shouldn't say this. I know I shouldn't.

There are alot more people leading miserable lives.

But I just can't stop myself.

Sometimes, I believe I am alot better than others.

But I couldn't go as far due to my restraints.

I know it isn't your fault.

But I am really tired.

Have you ever wondered how hard it was.

To perform as well as people who have alot more than you?

I used to say.

I swear that I will show you successes don't only belong to the rich.

Now I ask.

Can I?

Because I am truly exhausted.

I am tired of being alone.

All of you know me.

But none of you understand me.

But I can't.

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